i <3 nhu =)

I don’t want to lose you

I don’t know what ill do if your gone from my life

I’m willing changed my life around for you

I’ll Work harder then I worked before so I can be with you

Every time I think back of my past and now

Every moment I spent with you was the happiest days of my life

And now this is happening

It’s tarring us apart

I don’t want you to get more in trouble then you are already are

I don’t want you to cry

I’m willing to wait for you if you’re willing to wait for me

I don’t care how long it takes day’s months or even years

You’re the one I’m looking for my whole life and I don’t want to lose you

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 how adorable! hehe....i wish it was a pig though.

HEY! hehe....Thank you to Tai for putting this picture on my xanga. Thank you to TRam for making it. hehe.....that's so sweet of u!  

This summer was special to me in some ways. It opens my eyes to a whole new vision of life. My maturity level has gone to a step higher. There are things where before i was  immature to realized what is right and what is wrong. I'm not talking about one specific thing, but general as a whole. Many people have been saying that i have changed. I don't think i have change at all. I just reached to an age where i'm not afraid to show how i really feel inside. A side where i have been hiding all this time.Before i was afraid how people would look at me, and judge me by my actions. Now i have realized that it doesn't really matter anymore. If i feel something is wrong i should not hide it nor should i  keep it inside. I have been asking myself a lot of questions this summer. Why do things that'll hurt me? When did people have the rights to control over me? I guess i was too nice before. I didn't really care if people were using me or was all stepping over me. Just as long as they're my friend nothing else matter. Now thinking about it...what kind of a friend is that? I should stand up for myself now.Now i don't really care anymore. Whatever happens happens. Things happens for reasons...so why care too much about it.. hehe....

I got pretty close to some people this summer. I think it's beautiful how u get to know others. Things that i never knew about them. Like what they values and what is important to them.The outer layer of them never told me about these things.It's the inner of them where i got to see the difference of everyone. I think that the deeper u get to know them, the more understandings you'll have toward them. I'm going to miss this summer. Going out and having fun with friends. Meeting new people is just amazing and spending time with the people u cherish is just too good to express.